Leaping years. 
I'm sorry I haven't been around for so long. It doesn't mean that feelings don't hit me like they used to before. They do, just that I didn't have time, or rather did not make time, to post them here individually. So I thought I should, after so long. So here I am, trying to make up for what I lost.
人に飽きた時
雨の中に走り出したい。
転んだり
叫んだりしたい。
誰もいない濡れた世界
一人でいたい。
最後の葉が落ちる瞬間
霞と共に消えたい。
27.11.2016
我好累
好想飞
不想做自己
9.1.2017
Some scenes you never want to get used to.
11.1.2017
When you wish some things could happen earlier,
there are others wishing it to come later.
11.1.2017
心からの喜び。
風に舞って散らかった髪は静かな野性。
簡素への欲張り。
12.2.2017
ダサくて地味な凡人。
13.2.2017
Ice is just fragile glass.
Making the same sound as it breaks.
24.3.2017
私が見ている景色をあなたと一緒に見たい。
私が見ている世界をあなたに見せたい。
あなたの目にする景色を共に見たい。
あなたの眼に映る世界をもっと知りたい。
26.5.2017
振り向くと
一人であることを知って
怖いはずなのに
なぜかほっとする。
一人であること以上
怖い思いをずっと
抱えていたからだろうと
初めて知った。
20.6.2017
私 所詮 人間として
愛が足りないんだ。
21.7.2017
I can be such a demon sometimes.
22.7.2017
You are lucky to have something to cry for.
26.7.2017
I thought I was afraid of finding out how much you have changed.
But the truth is I am afraid of how much I didn't care anymore.
Despite all the while knowing how heartless I truly am.
28.6.2017
目を閉じてるまま泣くのは嫌
溢れて行く涙を拭くのも嫌
目の前にぼやけてくる景色が見たくて
吹き飛ばしたくない気持ちがあるから
15.8.2017
Things that you want to remember.
Things that you want to forget.
15.8.2017
天気はこんなに晴れてるのに
心はなぜかモヤモヤしてるの
4.9.2017
一時間のバス乗り 割と好きだ。
4.9.2017
I like it when I'm just walking and doing nothing in particular, and a melody starts playing in my head. Sad or happy, it changes the colours of the scenery around me. Even as I feel more and more distant from reality, I know I haven't been closer to my feelings.
11.9. 2017.
孤独の先のは暗闇じゃなく
沈黙だ。
28.10.2017
Sometimes I feel like I have to go somewhere else.
Somewhere open, to let my heart stretch its wings.
5.11.2017
Just because anyone can do it doesn't mean you have a reason not to.
8.11.2017
閉ざした扉を開いても
寂しさは消えない。
19.11.2017
屋根の隅から
忍び込むあめ
ボツボツと
鉄の柱に
さびを付く
19.11.2017
心に染みる
体を痺れる
19.11.2017
Being kind can be cruel;
And cruel, kind.
Not only to others,
But also yourself.
21.11.207
If there are words that you want to hear,
you've already made up your mind.
21.11.2017
Warmth is only nice when you have yet to lose it.
It is but a lie and an illusionary hope to those who have lost it.
2.12.2017
I laugh a little harder than I should
I know
I am on the verge of tears.
17.12.2017
I walk on sunshine and shadows.
And oh how empty that is.
22.12.2017
You say it's strange how I appreciate every small gesture,
as if I had no expectations of anyone being kind.
You say you wonder why,
and I realise I do too.
30.12.2017
人生观众只有我独自一人
9.1.2018
Everybody shines so brightly.
And I am reminded I am a rock.
9.1.2018
When the moon wishes she were a star.
12.1.2018
Hurts to be.
Hurts to breathe.
13.1.2018
There is only so much others can give you.
14.1.2018
I am so small,
I fade away.
I think that's how
I lose myself.
16.1.2018
Feels superficial.
Does the problem lie in you, or I?
16.1.2018
The brightest smile has seen the saddest tears.
16.1.2018
The only person I've ever really lost, is myself.
16.1.2018
人も夢も眩しく
21.1.2018
How does it feel like, slipping through the gaps?
22.1.2018
