Bittersweet courage. 
Since the last entry, many things have changed. Things have gotten better. Though at times worse. Such is life. I am blessed, and working to be a better me. To not forget who I was, and who I am. To find strength in staying kind. To learn to find a middle ground. And to look at things from afar. To be patient, and to be adventurous. Living takes courage. Dreaming takes courage.
How long it takes to share a moment.
10.1.2019
The one who stays gets left behind.
10.1.2019
Winter summer.
10.1.2019
Over work.
10.1.2019
悪足掻き。
12.1.2019
Glazed eyes.
12.1.2019
Here, there and everywhere.
12.1.2019
Out of my mind.
16.1.2019
Easy way out.
16.1.2019
Why do my hopes and dreams always tear me apart.
16.1.2019
Paint me a future,
where my hopes win my fears.
Because I cannot picture,
myself doing the impossible.
17.1.2019
Am I not worth it?
20.1.2019
The fingerprints on my phone screen is an artwork with the face of my identity.
21.1.2019
Loved by the mountains,
watched by its keeper.
23.1.2019
意地っ張り。
25.1.2019
I was born a romantic.
25.1.2019
Mustn't forget my humblest roots.
Mustn't lose my kindest heart.
25.1.2019
That wish is too grand.
26.1.2019
I almost closed my eyes.
I wanted something to take me away.
26.1.2019
I can hear tears trickling endlessly.
28.1.2019
Songs with souls.
28.1.2019
Forgot my anguish,
forgot my drive.
29.1.2019
My madness, my greed,
my dreams and my sadness.
2.2.2019
It's nice to know you're watching me,
but beyond my reach, you holding me.
6.2.2019
The happiness you give is like milk on coffee,
skimming the surface of the sadness you leave.
6.2.2019
Through thick and thing,
bittersweet.
7.2.2019
The weight of the wait.
27.2.2019
Humble beginning and strong hearts.
28.2.2019
I don't have to chase.
15.4.2019
It's been awhile, hasn't it?
8.5.2019
Let's talk.
9.5.2019
Reflection on the water,
as you stare at my now.
If only dropped a petal,
to expose the thin foul.
23.5.2019
Today I felt like I was leaving this world.
4.6.2019
Hidden people.
7.6.2019
I always fall a little short and I can't bear to look for long.
1.7.2019
You don't have to listen,
you don't have to agree.
No room for reason,
we were born to be free.
1.7.2019
To the ones who will never know,
how much we all give even as we cover our ears.
4.7.2019
Have you ever found what you let has never moved?
4.7.2019
There are good days.
There are bad days.
There are days I want to dance and twirl.
There are days I can't forgive.
There are days I continue to pour everything even as tears slip through as I spin and fall.
There are days my heart leap and trot.
There are days my body fail.
There are days my mind start afresh even as feelings continue to cloud my soul.
12.7.2019
最初只要有人爱就别无所求，
但不知从何时开始变得复杂。
13.7.2019
