Blue lights.
Sometimes it seems like I used to be more fearless. But I know that's not true. I always feel more tired. But I know that is not true too. Maybe one day I will ask my future self, "Am I happy?". And I hope I can answer on behalf of all my past selves that "Yes, I am. I am confident that I am even with everything." Even if I don't, I want my future self to know, that I've been doing a good job trying hard and it's okay. That's all okay :).
If a man's year is 7 years of a dog's year,
then one day is a week for a day.
And when we are at work,
it means the dogs haven't seen us for approximately 3 days.
That is lonely aye,
no wonder they are so sad when we leave and so happy when we're back.
18.1.2020
たんと美しい世界
何も隠せない言葉
心に響いて奏でる音
必死と熱心の汗と涙
額縁を超えて描かれた感情
思いを込めた優しさ
大事にしている物事
古き縁
今を成り立つ過去
なんと美しい世界
30.1.2010
Even if yesterday seemed so bad,
it will one day pass like a lie.
30.1.2020
悲しみが
溢れている
この世界に
温もりを。
7.2.2020
When you want pain to take a shape.
23.2.2020
If pain had a sound.
If pain had a shape.
Would you stop to listen?
Would you dare look?
23.2.2020
涙の行方。
23.2.2020
You start feeling a little better each time.
Every time each setback feels easier and each recovery seems further.
1.3.2020
Stuck in time.
2.3.2020
Don't ask me where I've been.
Don't ask me what I've done.
7.3.2020
To you it has no means.
To me it holds meaning.
7.3.2020
Sometimes it's a little hard battling your own body.
It's more of a battle with your mind than anything.
You see yourself at your worst.
And you get tired of explaining.
Turn away the judging gazes.
For that little warmth within.
7.3.2020
People say things to others to remind and affirm themselves.
People do things to others because they never had them.
People act indifferent to things because they were never shown its importance.
7.3.2020
