Flickering lights.
Today was fun :D it's the Games Carnival. As usual, i joined Ultimate Frisbee. Thank you Bryna, Germaine, Joyce, Judith, Pheodora, Priscilla, and Regine for trying your best throughout the whole thingum, and it was a really fun and enjoyable time. I was so shocked and happy when i heard that we were in the semi-finals. To think that we even made it so far. Even if we didn't win in the end (: it made me feel really happy, and seriously really happy after so long. And congratulations to two truth on the win :D !
Stayed back to do some cleaning up at Chopin Room, which made me think of the cleaning up of two faith classroom yesterday. Haha. It was really enjoyable and fun :D. Like "wow", cause i didn't know it was filled with so many 'unexpected' "surprises". It took my mind off some stuff that has been enveloping me for quite some time, and i could at last melt into the comfort offered by my surroundings. At least for awhile.
Just now, i saw someone get into the taxi. The lights went on for a moment and off the next when she closed the door shut. Maybe everyone has that kind of space, where your light turns on for a while, but stays off for long periods of time, a space where you're allowed, even welcomed, to cower in fear and feel sad and cry. I want to do just that, but i can't. To bring yourself to the jaws of fear, i could not bring myself to do it, no matter how much i wanted to bury myself in it and be trapped in there forever. I couldn't. And that was that.
"One too many times."
